if you dont mind read this

Dah lama simpan perasaan nie. Alamak perasaan ni macam nak kebaboommm jaa. Kerinduan tahap giga byte. *pergh sikit giler~*

Memastikan hati ini tak berpaling dari encik gelita tuu lagi. Cukup encik yongyong buat hati kiter berdebar buat mata kiter keluar ayer mate. Tak sanggup nak hiris hati sendiri lagi sebab suke kan org yg x suka dan xingat pun kat kita.

Pernah Tanya diri sendiri? Kenapa masih setia? Kenapa masih suka? Yang pasti kenapa mesti dia?

Hairan. Hati tetap suka. Moga fitrah ini tidak menjadi fitnah :(

Tak dak hati dan perasaan nak ke sekolah esok. Pergi jerlahh. Paksa diri buat kebaikan x salah izzah. :/

Keliru. Kita masih kawan ya? Masih ada hubungan rupanya. Baru tahu. Ingatkan masa lalu aku tuu Cuma mimpi dan fantasi. 

to be honest hati ni tak lagi ada untuk blog. dengan mr wifi laju tahap gila -.- haha dengan perasaan semua nak jauh dari aku. dengan jiwa yang sat baik sat tak baik. 

sejak habis spm hari hari aku makin tak produktif. waaaaa nak sekolah balik, k tipu kot aku cakap macam tuu. bukan nak sekolah. nak wifi sekolah. nak jumpa kawan kat sekolah, hewhew

for some reasons my life become more easier when you are not around :) tipulah kalau cakap awal-awal dulu dah boleh cope dengan keadaan tu kan haha. tapi well kau kena cuba step baru lah kan. gilalah kalau asyik nak hidup dengan masa silam. hehe. 

sekarang ni sewajibnya aku baca buku tebai lesen kereta tuu haha malas tapi fighting ijahhh! nak lesen kan kan >.< 

 

sometime i Stuck on you , baby. hahahahaha ni lyric foxy-cnblue

"Sometimes some people pretend they don’t care at all but sometimes I know you worry" - lonely night,cnblue

"I careless with your heart. Is sorry enough for you?

Doesn’t mean I don’t talk, I am angry. But when I’m furious I don’t talk :3"-Jalilahiz

I suppose I don’t really understand you yet," I said. "I’m not all that smart. It takes me a while to understand things. But if I do have the time, I will come to understand you - better than anyone else in the world."-Norwegian Wood

"Aku bukannya tak kisah tentang dia dah. Tapi kau pun tahu dia dah ada orang lain. Dan walaupun aku nak sangat tanya dia, dia ada masalah ke dan aku nak dia share dengan aku, but it’s just not appropiate for me to do that."-somebody said

It’s not that I stop caring about you. I just stop showing it. For you, are never mine to begin with.

Tak ada law dalam dunia ni yang kata… kalau kita suka somebody, that somebody gotta like you back. Ini bukan equation equilibrium untuk balance between forward and reverse reaction.

True. But the hardest thing to do is watching the one you love, loves somebody else. 

day go by without calling without communicating without conversation without you. and slowly i stop having you in my heart :)

"we are just strangers that somehow cross each other life line. don’t get to attached because one of us are gonna passing through."

sorry because i tried to be a friend. sorry i annoyed you with my friendship. sorry because i’m caring too much. sorry because i’m worried too much. sorry because i’m being a busy body. sorry because i don’t understand you. sorry because i’m not good enough to get called ‘sahabat’. sorry because i’m too honest and out loud. sorry. sorry. sorry. it’s going to be the last you hear from me. i’ll try not to care about you. try not to give advice. try not to ruined your beautiful day.

it’s ok. i’m just a strangers. i’m gonna passing through. i’ll fade away from your heart :)

one thing for sure, even if i’m passing through, i’ll bring your name in my dua. always.

everything gonna passed through, right? that’s why we call this world just a stopover. 

if you wanna
run doesnt solve your problem. face the problems and solve them :')

guy whatever i did i asked you apologize. my words that hurt you. my action that harm you. im sorry. my mistakes. my past. my jahiliyah moment. please accept me in my presence. i gonna miss you alot. someday and sometimes we'll separate by times. i wish time will heals my pain and wind will always blow me our sweet memories. im not dare to forget about us. once we be us forever it will be. once we are tied in friend bond forever we are be friend. 

cliche kan. kadang kau rasa apa yang kau buat betul. dia buat salah. dia tegur sikit kau marah banyak. hidup ni bukan semuanya happy ending. but sure ending nya kau mesti mati. leaving the world facing the Akhirah. moga Allah permudahkan urusan kita. Aamiin.